I dreamt hat I was on the bus with two guys I know. One is my old friend (we aren't friends anymore) and the other is my friend. But I did have feelings for both at a certain time but each at a different time. The old friend was giving me more attention than my current friend. I later invited my current friend home and he was talking to me but he looked disinterested. He accidentally left his dog in my house in the dream. My brother was there outside with me and my current friend and he had the most disgusting booger in his fingers that I immediately started throwing up upon seeing it but I only vomited water. In the dream, before the friend's event I saw myself in the toilet with swollen genitals
Dreams often serve as a mirror for our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and unresolved issues. Your dream is rich with symbolism and emotional undercurrents, reflecting complex relationships and self-perception.
The Bus: Public transportation, like a bus, can symbolize the journey of life and the relationships we navigate. Being on a bus with your old friend and current friend indicates your feelings of being in transition or caught in the middle of these two significant relationships. It's worth noting that buses also suggest a shared experience; you might feel that your past and present are colliding.
Old and Current Friends: The presence of both friends in your dream suggests unresolved feelings or conflicts between your past and your current relationship. Your old friend giving you more attention might reflect a yearning for the emotional depth you once had. It may also illustrate insecurities about your current relationship, where you perceive your current friend as disinterested, which could be a fear that you are not receiving the affection and attention you seek.
Disinterest of Current Friend: The behavior of your current friend being disinterested could symbolize your own worries about whether the relationship has the emotional connection you desire. This disinterest contrasts with the attention you receive from your old friend, creating a conflict within you about what you truly value in relationships.
The Dog: In dreams, dogs often symbolize loyalty, companionship, and protection. Your current friend leaving his dog at your house could mean he has responsibilities or aspects of himself that he is neglecting, or it could suggest that you feel a sense of abandonment or a lack of commitment in the relationship. It may also reflect your nurturing side, highlighting your desire to take care of the bonds in your life, even (and especially) when they might feel complicated.
The Booger Incident: The disgusting booger your brother had in his fingers could represent something unpleasant or embarrassing, that might be causing you distress. Throwing up at the sight of it suggests an intense reaction to something you find repulsive or troubling in your waking life. This could parallel feelings of disgust or frustration—perhaps with situations or emotions within your relationships that you are struggling to digest or accept.
Swollen Genitals in the Toilet: This is a potent symbol of vulnerability and perhaps feelings of shame or embarrassment about your sexuality or intimate relationships. Toilets often involve the expulsion of waste, indicating that you may be processing emotional baggage or unwanted feelings surrounding your past and current romantic endeavors. The swelling may suggest that you feel overwhelmed or overcharged with sexual or emotional frustration.
Overall Interpretation: This dream appears to be an exploration of your emotional landscape and unresolved feelings about past relationships. It might be urging you to face some discomforts in your current dynamics and consider what you truly desire from intimacy and friendship. Reflecting on these relationships, acknowledging your feelings of hurt or abandonment, and understanding your own emotional needs may assist you in navigating them effectively in your waking life. It's also a reminder to process your feelings, whether they be about your past, current relationships, or perceptions of self-worth.